1 Muharram 1432

Pg2 lagi da bgn coz smlm da tdo awal sgt coz kepala pusing..
Just got everything yg complicated msuk inside dlm otak trus jd haru je..
xsuke pkla mende2 rumit neh bleh xklo hidup tanpa komitment..ke aku takot ngn komitment ni?tol gak kne bt kaji selidik ni..jom;)

Today is Friday..

Sweet memory kt kolej n fakulti ~ngee nada sakarstik;p like to move on with my new life here n pray to get working place near my family which is Pasir Puteh or Machang.. forget to be in Kota Bharula...i just want to start new life being happy n become a better person insyaallah..don't want to make my life miserable..or unhappy..

Ya Allah i know my life are going to be hard and difficult but guide me thru ur right lane and give me ur courage and spirit and knowledge to go thru every difficulties and stupid people.

Ape makne sebuah kehidupan

 
Hidup di dunia skrg bkn seperti dulu byk benar dugaan n cabaran yg menggigit tangkai hati ini. Segala mcm perasaan ade gembira bile dgr berita gmbira, sedeh bila terluka, bengang bile tertekan, bosan bile jiwa kosong n mcm2 rsla smpi ade rs nk menjerit pn ade haila truknye saya..

Musim exam pn suda..memg betol2 dugaan bile sahabat sndr berada dlm dimensi 'denial' yg agak parah jugakla iaitu memerlukn byk pihak utk menasihati n mendorong beliau kearah yg lurus. Btolla bukn senang nk handle org mcm neh n rs nk selamatkn org yg lemas lagi senang compare yg msih idup..byk dugaan smpi hati ini kdg2 berpikiran jahat utk membiarkn shj kead itu brlalu tp masakn sahabat sndr diperlakukn mcm tuh..sungguh sesak nafas bile beliau slalu mengungkit n mencanang cerita kesedihan n kelemahan org laen mcm nk bg pelempang pn ade bkn ape nk beliau sedar idup die belum tamat agi Allah bru nk startkn hidup die ngn lebih baek.

Susah sgt ke nk hadapi hidup kalau putus cinta?putus cinta ngn manusia je..napela nk canangkn hidup serba serbi kekurngn tanpa si dia? Bukan Allah itu lebih utamakah?Kalau terputus cinta ngn Allah rsnye lagi susah utk teruskn hisup skrg neh yg byk dugaan n cabaran keliling pinggang..tolongla jgn jd trlalu taksub ngn cinta dunia xkemana pn klo si dia penah mengungkapkn kata2 manis psl kawen apatah lagi berkuarga..aduh hati tolongla jgn trus berharap ngn manusia sgt..die pn manusia jgak xboleh nk ramal ms dpn tp tolonglh diri utk berharap ngn Allah yg Satu itu.

Sebagai sahabat yg lebih 5 tahun berkwn, sgt sedih n terkilan ngn tindakn beliau apataknye setiap bicaranye berbaur kesedihan yg teramat sgt mcm bru kematian suami lagaknye..tolongla hbgn tanpa ikatan yg sah xmenjamin ms dpn pn..kami sbgi sahabat beliau penah mengeluarkn kt2 yg pedih utk menyedarkn beliau dr terpesong ngn ape yg terjd utk beliau kmbali seperti dlu tp mungkin ms itu belom tiba lagi..perlu byk perubahan perlu beliau lakukn terutama 'hati' beliau dgn Allah dan diri beliau sndr. Kami hanya mampu berdoa dr jauh semoga beliau sedar ape yg slame ini beliau lakukn bkn utk dri sndr tp kerana mengikut perasaan n hati yg lara.

Semoga beliau slalu mndktkn dri ngn Pencipta Alam ini n trus maju kehadapan..Life must go on n what just happend in ur life make it as ur guidance too search His loves n barakah amin...

"Hati berhentila dari mengeluh kesilapan dulu, usah diceritakn atau dicanangkn kelemahan diri dan org lain kepada manusia. Hati jika hanya brpaksi pada manusia xkn beroleh ketenangn dgn begitu shj krn Allah itu Maha Berkuasa. Bukankah Die yg perlu kiter utamakn dulu?"

"Jgn terus membt perhintungn dan kesimpulan hidup ini sudah berakhir tp berubahla menerima hikmah disebalik kejadian dgn smgt baru n binalah semgnt n iltizam baru itu utk beroleh petunjuk dr Allah n semoga apa yg kiter usahakn mndpt keberkatan didunia n akhirat amin..."

Allah always be there for me amin...

Always Be There Lyrics
By: Maher Zain

Alllahu Akbar…

If you ask me about love

And what i know about it

My answer would be

It’s everything about Allah

The pure love, to our souls

The creator of you and me,the heaven and whole universe

The one that made us whole and free

The guardian of HIS true believers

So when the time is hard

There’s no way to turn

As HE promise HE will always be there

To bless us with HIS love and HIS mercy

Coz, as HE promise HE will always be there

HE’s always watching us, guiding us

So when the time is hard

There’s no way to turn

As HE promise HE will always be there

To bless us with HIS love and HIS mercy

Coz, as HE promise HE will always be there

HE’s always watching us, guiding us

And HE knows what’s in all in our heart

So when you lose your way

To Allah you should turn

As HE promise HE will always be there…

HE bring ourselves from the darkness into the light

Subhanallah praise belongs to YOU for everything

Shouldn’t never feel afraid of anything

As long as we follow HIS guidance all the way

Through the short time we have in this life

Soon it all’ll be over

And we’ll be in His heaven and we’ll all be fine

So when the time gets hard

There’s no way to turn

As HE promise He will always be there

To bless us with HIS love and HIS mercy

Coz, as HE promise HE will always be there

HE’s always watching us, guiding us

And HE knows what’s in all in our heart

So when you lose your way

To Allah you should turn

As HE promise HE will always be there…

Allahu Akbar…

So when the time gets hard

There’s no way to turn

As HE promise He will always be there

To bless us with HIS love and HIS mercy

Coz, as HE promise HE will always be there

HE’s always watching us, guiding us

And he knows what’s in all in our heart

So when you lose your way

To Allah you should turn

As HE promise HE will always be there…

Allahu Akbar…

p/s: Ya Allah show me the thru and guide me to it amin..

This week is the end of sem 2.1

Salam to me and everyone..
Upon the above sentence..memg dis week akn berakhr a few days agih n akn stat study week n exam 2.1 pastuh cuti seminggu..time tuh raya cina tp ku xalek dok cni mayb n tgh plan nk bt aper time tuh utk mengisi masa lapang ngahaah..scholar pn blom msuk agih neh memg saje je nk lmbtkn org da singkek da neh budus t0l system skrg keje lembap tiap2 sem mcm tuh n xpenah nk baiki dr kesalahan;p

There no progression in my life but i'm happy with that n nj0y being self defendant and independent person..i can take care myself with the help from Allah.. my frens always there for me n my beloved family also always supporting me here. May Allah bless all of us amin...

Now i'm focusing to finish the schedule as possible and hope my partner also Mina the same also..Even though today we are struggling to make temporary crown mostly mina..zira n fifie helps us while i'm away to pack the denture to my patient n want to issue tomorrow moneng hailoo hope sempat nk trim n buang the reckless things yg lekat kt denture tuh. Ya Allah give me courage n strength, also guide us in the right lane amin..


Here are quotes that i had taken from my fren;)

When studying becomes a burden,when revision is stressful, when we feel like giving up n not study for our exams, remember these 2 verses:- 

1. ALLAH doesn't burden us with things that we can't bear (2:286) 

2. Verily with every difficulty, there is relief (94:6) 

InsyaAllah we'll feel better:) amin..

finding insanity inside me...

it's not easy to find insanity inside me..had to sacrifices many things and have to think so many things. Ya Allah please guide me to the straight line amin...

Maher Zain - InsyaAllah

Everytime you feel like you cannot go on
You feel so lost
That your so alone
All you is see is night
And darkness all around
You feel so helpless
You can`t see which way to go
Don`t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side

Insya Allah3x
Insya Allah you`ll find your way

Everytime you can make one more mistake
You feel you can`t repent
And that its way too late
Your`re so confused,wrong decisions you have made
Haunt your mind and your heart is full of shame


Don`t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side
Insya Allah3x
Insya Allah you`ll find your way
Insya Allah3x
Insya Allah you`ll find your way

Turn to Allah
He`s never far away
Put your trust in Him
Raise your hands and pray
OOO Ya Allah
Guide my steps don`t let me go astray
You`re the only one that showed me the way,
Showed me the way 3x
Insya Allah3x
Insya Allah we`ll find the way

Welcome New Year 2010 15 Muharram 1431 H

I'm counting for the days to be here..
dat was so fast when i think abt last a few years..

Many hepy and sad moments had happened back in 2009..
i had learn many things hardwork,frustrated,family,love,frenship and so many things that i could not mention here..

Alhmdllah my dear fren Ana had married already , mash had gone back to hometown and will start to work, me and others are struggling in this time left to finish our schedule..huhu so tired but don't want to give up so easily as this is our last chance to give our best in our final year.

Ya Allah, please give me courage and guidance to continue this life. Bless me and my frens ao dat we all can graduate this year amin..

Here i would like to dedicate this song to me and my beloved frens; Ana, Mash, Sarah, Lisa, Zira, Ita, Wan, Fifi, Mina..

Enigma - Return to Innocence

Love - Devotion

Feeling - Emotion

Don't be afraid to be weak

Don't be too proud to be strong

Just look into your heart my friend

That will be the return to yourself

The return to innocence

If you want, then start to laugh

If you must, then start to cry

Be yourself don't hide

Just believe in destiny

Don't care what people say

Just follow your own way

Don't give up and miss the chance

To return to innocence

That's not the beginning of the end

That's the return to yourself

The return to innocence

Don't care what people say

Follow just your own way

Follow just your own way

Don't give up, don't give up

To return, to return to innocence.

If you want then laugh

If you must then cry

Be yourself don't hide

Just believe in destiny.

that's the return to innocence