Like to post this lyric..

You never looked so good
As you did last night
Underneath the city lights
There walking with your friend
Laughing at the moon
I swear you looked right through me
But I'm still living with your goodbye
And you're just going on with your life

[Chorus:]
How can you just walk on by
Without one tear in your eye?
Don't you have the slightest feelings left for me?
Maybe that's just your way
Of dealing with the pain
Forgetting everything between our rise and fall
Like we never loved at all

You, I hear you're doing fine
Seems like you're doing well
As far as I can tell
Time is leaving us behind
Another week has passed
And still I haven't laughed yet
So tell me what your secret is?
To letting go, letting go like you did, like you did

[Chorus]

Did you forget the magic?
Did you forget the passion?
Did you ever miss me
Ever long to kiss me?

Maybe that's just your way
Of dealing with the pain
Forgetting everything between our rise and fall
Like we never loved at all

You, you never looked so good

Ya Allah..tabahkan hati kami yg masih berbaki ini

(Mereka berdoa dengan berkata): "Wahai Tuhan kami! Janganlah Engkau memesongkan hati kami sesudah Engkau beri petunjuk kepada kami, dan kurniakanlah kepada kami limpah rahmat dari sisiMu; sesungguhnya Engkau jualah Tuhan Yang melimpah-limpah pemberianNya.

Assalamualaikum...

Salam kepada mereka - mereka yang masih lagi bertahan di dunia ini dlm meneruskan sisa -sisa hidup yg berbaki ini. Ya Allah sungguh lemah insan yg berada dihadapanMu ini, sungguh hina hamba yg masih mengaku diri ini kuat dgn cabaran hidup yg Kau berikan ini..

Sesungguhnya aku adalah hambaMu yang masih lg dlm pencarian matlamat hidup yg satu iaitu jln menuju keredhaanMu - Jannah susah utk berada dlm kebaikan tp sgt mudah utk menuju ke jln kehancuran dan kerosakan. Hati dan jiwa ini susah benar utk menerima kebaikan haisss..Ya Allah aku ini tidak snggup menyakitkan hati2 mereka wlpn hati ini sndr yg sakit bile jln yg ku ambil ini adalah jln yg terbaek utk menuju ke jln Mu Ya Allah berilah ketetapan hati ini dalam meneruskan sisa perjalanan ini kerana matlamatku satu -----> JANNAH MU YA ALLAH insyaAllah itu adalah pasti...

"Wahai Tuhan kami! Sesungguhnya Engkaulah yang akan menghimpunkan sekalian manusia, untuk (menerima balasan pada) suatu hari (hari kiamat) yang tidak ada syak padanya". Sesungguhnya Allah tidak memungkiri janjiNya.

Say goodbye to you...

Assalamualaikum...
I'm here tonight need some space to clear out all the memories abt him as i want to put only people who only can appreciate relationship that can end to Jannah..Its been an episode to know him and i'm happy to be his friend maybe his close friend but now things have changed as i've already engage to another man. Thanks for being there with me during my miserable and happy moment here and i appreciate that. Semoga hubungan sahabat masih ade berbaki untuk kiter memperingati antara satu sama lain.

I miss someone that i can't really see often..

Assalamualaikum..
I know that people would think that i'm playing with the heart that always accompany me and cheer me up when i'm in miserable mode..but i swear i'm not enjoying that, i like the way it was..i love to do that but once it came to me without no reason sometimes i wonder how to be loved again buts sometimes i feel it only just a friend of mine that i don't want to let it go if there is no future for us..

Ya Allah..You know the best for me and for him..just show us your truly and sincere guide to us so that i will not making him suffer for the rest of this friendship..i love him once and maybe this time i will love him as good friend better amin..

Ya Allah..berikan aku kekuatan untuk hidup di duniaMu ini

Tatahu nk bgtau ape perasaan sekarang..memg tgh counting untuk operation tu 27 days agi hope everything will be easy and dipermudahkan amin..

Ya Allah..saya tahu sy bukanlah muslimah yang baik tp saya cuba utk jadi yang terbaek dikalangan hambaMu..
Diri ini hanya memohon padaMu utk memberi hati dan fikiran yang tenang dlm menghadapi dugaan hidup ini..

Ya Allah..saya mahu hidup untuk berbakti kepada mereka yang memerlukan..saya tahu sy pn memerlukanMu dalam meneruskan sisa-sisa hidup yang tidak pernah tahu bila ajal diri ini akan datang..tp setiap hari diri ini merasa akan kematian..biarkan perasaan kematian itu selalu hadir supaya sy tidak menjadi orang yang sombong

Ya Allah,temukan saya dengan org yang mengasihiMu,yang diberkati dan diredhai ke jalanMu Ya Allah..berikan ku hati yang slalu lapang dan tenang..mohon sgt2 Ya Allah tolonglah hambaMu yang kerdil ini..

Gaining back my momentum..

Salam to me and to everyone that stop by to my link..alhamdulillah good bye for all that last sick days, lazy days, all bad days hehe. Now..i had my mind and decision straight now insyallah through His guide and barakah amin..I want something new, fresh and free one..I'M SINGLE AND WILL BE UNTIL I FIND YOU OUT THERE MY DEAR;)..some joke to share and really makes me as i am..for this month need to gain back that i've lost especially my work..i love my work insyaallah my work will be with me forever and ever haha sarcastic moement:)

Me and myself,
Trying to be good and nice person..
Try to become a good muslimah ever..
Try to be a good daughter, niece and granddaughter insyaallah..
Try to be a good dentist ever..
Try to be a good friend in needed..
Try to be strong woman ever..
Try to STOP being other's sight...just me in the house;)

Welcome back me yeahhh.........

i need a man that i can rely on in the future..

How's life really brings me here..i'm not demanding like others but i only need a secure and trust to the man that i put him in as my half lifetime..i need a man that i can rely on during happiness and sadness..the man yang bole menjadi penghibur dikala suram dan suami yg diberkati dan diredhai Allah. Bole melakukan ibadat bersama -sama,penyayang, baik hati, tidak amek kesempatan terhadap kebaikan or harta isteri, slalu senyum, murah hati, bijak menguruskan rumah tangga, pemikiran yang sama..one thing memg btol2 nk kawen and pikul tanggungjwb sbg pelengkap dlm rumah tangga bkn dipaksa or terpaksa..not belong to anybody but family and Allah only amin...Ya Allah temukan aku dgn org ini Ya Allah dan bukakanla hati ku utk menerimanya dan lembutkanlah hatinya utk ku amin..

I'm not expecting people to like me or love me..but i need someone that i can trust..

There are a bit burden lately..hati pn kadang2 pn xtenang rupe2 nye something akan happen..Dis budak adalah student utp and came here for treatment during his cuti semester and will be here until seminggu shj and die mengadu kt kkm yg die tidak puas hati ngn our service in klinik kerajaan after 2 times dtg but his tooth still cannot be remove haisshh so frustrating..i know we as government servant akan cuba bt yg terbaek utk pt and treat them as a whole.so as he complaint wisdom tooth yg sakit but according to our procedure need to give another appointment for that tooth...so as to consider other treatment he has one broken decay teeth of 35 so were suggesting to remove the tooth since he already here and he agreed too. Once LA given to him and the numbness start to spread he 's being call again to do extraction. During the process the crown of that tooth had broken due to the decay and only root still persist in the bone but the tooth didn't move at all..were trying to use other forcep to grip that edge of the root but still no mobility noted..he then inform that pain present during the struggling..LA given to increase the numbness but still not vanish the pain..the procedure then postponed and advice him to come again later after taking the meds.. On Sunday he came again and the procedure start by giving him the LA and wait for the numbness to appear again but still the root not move at all. Then were trying to bur the tooth as to divide it into small pieces and only half of the root can be taken out. Due to long procedure he had to carry on were giving him another meds and reassurance had been given as the root will approached after 1 month but according to individuals. Then maybe he gone to private clinic and only in 5 minutes the root can be remove from the socket and the dentist inform him that the gum already harm and need to be suture. So what is the moral story? Okeh dis budak akan balik ke Ipoh Perak soon and memg xsempat ngn appointment nk bg kt die utk buat MOS 48, then agreed that on our side xamek x-ray on that 35 tooth nape susah sgt that tooth nk keluar tp keep on struggling nk kuarkan dat tooth and utk dijdkn cite gigi 35 tu plak hancur crown die tp memg sbb cariesla memang da reput nk grip pn xleh kuat2 so cner nk kuarkn dari soket tu klo slow je?memg aku amek time ckit nk kuarkn dat tooth sbb agak susah langsung xgerak haisssh..tu yng aku pkai bur tu nk split the tooth so dat bole kuar..ntahla naape bru skarang budak tu bru nk complain?lepas sebulan kejadian?adakah die diracun oleh private dentist tu utk mengadu psl kami?hmm kami diberitahu yg kami ni cetek ilmu dan pengetahuan utk handle pesakit waduhh sedap mulut je die ckp..taula kami ni baru bekerja but once pengalaman bekerja membuatkn seseorg tu akan mahir klo nk kuar product yg terus pandai pegi terus kt private yg awk suke tu or klinik yg ade pakar ckp sy nk bt ngn pakar xpn nk bt ngn senior doctor yg da keje 5 tahun ke atas..orgnye cerdik pandai tp xleh nk appreciate ape yg org lain bt just nk blame je tau siap komen klo bt mos ngn ktorg neh apela yg akan jadi..stkt ni yg aku penah bt mos kt jbm 5 kali k n sumer xde masalah kecuali gigi korang yg ade abscess pastu xnk mkn ubat antibiotik ikut yg diberitahu suh mkn..okela pape hal time op akn advice pt maner yg ptot kne bt n decision terpulang kepada korg n klo die nk bt bkn ikut procedure kerajaan pegi je terus ke private biarla korgkn banyak duit pegila xheran pn..Ya Allah..aku rs mcm dizalimi dengan perlakuan mu budak klo rs xpuashati dtg je trus ke klinik ckp ape yg xpuashati xpyahla nk nyusahkn org mcm ni lgsg xappreciate ape yg ktorg bt kt kaukn..xpela hanya Allah tahu segalanya kami hanya mampu bt maner yg patot..

Living here like you have the world around you..

Very good day after day..since the day that i almost and trying to forget the memories remain..see how i can cope with the situation in new place..it not that bad at all..trying to fix everything but not completely everythingla huhu..i'm learning how to love myself, entertain myself  to find myself around others...keep on understanding my true feeling..yet i need someone who can really guide me through this long journey..Ya Allah i pray everyday to have happy life, asked you to give me a tough heart so that i can go along with this lonely road..remain me as your khalifah and meet me with khalif which can walk beside me cherish me and together do the right thing as to get your forgiveness and love..may Allah meet me with that khalif someday amin...

Christina perri - A Thousand years


Heartbeats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I’m afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow


One step closer


I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don’t be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more


Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What’s standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this


One step closer


I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don’t be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more
And all along I believed that I would find you


Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more


One step closer
One step closer


I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don’t be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more
And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more